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alkaloid - hildehidit


the motion for this song is because of the loss of a good friend and our singer in the band m0ist, she commited suicide and it hit me like a hammer in the face, nobody had the slightest idea she was in trouble with herself...
being fucked up for over a week, i tried to transform anger and dispair into creation, the only thing i could do to get over it..
so this track was build in 2 days, and i somehow felt glad to still have all the recordings of her voice left and tried to let her voice bloom for 1 more time..
still not fond of the rough and noisy beats, without them i personnally like it more, but it was the anger drivin' me nuts..

so therefore uploaded this for the alkaloid remix contest for the umr first vinyl release..

i filed it under breakcore because of the tempo end hectic beats... but without them it's classical music.
=> released on UMR003





liquidbass [be] - 11 years ago

Amazing Track!

Skip [be] - 11 years ago

ill prob. remix this one,
because it allways helps alot to work with a background (thanx for sharing,rspct).
And I like to work with emotions first of all so....
Idd like to make it evolve from (terechte)pescimistic-mood to a rather optimistic-mood...
but knowing myself, it will result in some nostalgic tunes wich I hope would be apropriate.

HyeVolture [be] - 11 years ago

heavy track!

ZoOlR [be] - 11 years ago

very good song !!

baart [be] - 11 years ago

Big up for doing this man. Could not ask for a better goodbye myself. I somehow miss a little extra in the breaks.. Since it's a song we can remix, I'll maybe give it a try myself!

Relistened the song a couple of times.. practicly sure I'll give this one a try, at the other hand I hope I won't fuck the emotions up..

IndustrialFreq [be] - 11 years ago

nice work!

Akwalek [be] - 11 years ago

jup, i like this one the most of the three contest songs, but weeeeeeee, this cant get much better, grrrrrreat track mate
und alot of respekt for mangling your heavy emotionz into creations....

alkaloid [be] - 11 years ago

THANKS A LOT for the comments... and for those who'll remix this one.. LEEF je uit!

baart [be] - 11 years ago

I will!
Really hooked on the song since I downloaded it. Can't wait to put my hands on it!
Again.. nice work!

MrBadMonkey [be] - 11 years ago

real heavy track..dunno if i will rmx this one...i think i could only fuck it up...and that's not what i want with this track...

Aceton [be] - 11 years ago

strong to do something like this.
wonderful goodbye.
about the track very strong emotional song for me the classic background is A piece of art.


Wasabi [be] - 11 years ago

More than lovely atmosphere's. A very emotional song. You can feel the pain, the angre and the memories. You can feel she was a lovely person. Nice work you did here!

Voxcoder [be] - 11 years ago

great work man! the melos are kind of blinding for me, absorbing. real fine track.

alkaloid [be] - 11 years ago

thanx again, it means a lot

particle [be] - 11 years ago

overall great track man!
the emotion is dripping from this one , ryhtmics and melo's are great and play nicely together too
everytime i hear it i start doubting about my remix again prolly because this is such a strong track

dustrickx [be] - 11 years ago

it was released on umr003 btw
and i totally feel the comments; exactly my thoughts too...

IskaRiot [be] - 11 years ago

downloaded, couldn't help myself, i keep comming back for another listen...
great piece, just perfect in fact.
looking forward to the results of the contest.

OforOdetta [be] - 11 years ago

nice track! :)

cybernetikfreak [be] - 11 years ago

That's full of emotion man!
very great track

MDeMmA [be] - 11 years ago

great atmosphere

Rag [be] - 11 years ago

very nice track!
thumb up :)

dustrickx [be] - 11 years ago

remix ep online soon
sorry for the delay

ElPietro [be] - 9 years ago

+fav need I say more?