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Rabauw - What Boils Inside


(version1) This one's a piece of dark electropop. Maybe a bit experimental too...

VERSION 2 - July 20, 2006: Okay, so finally got round remixing this, something I've been planned to do for a while. I tried to bring a bit more depth to the mix, more panning, remixed the drums, and added a little piano arrangement. I think the mix is more balanced now and has more depth.

[b]November 8, 2006:[/b] Okay, so here's the remastered version. Been taking into account your comments 'bout the drums, cheers thanks for constructive feedback! This was a hard one to remaster, first I completely fucked up on the low frequencies, but I think I got it right now and it should sound warm and clear. If it doesn't, blame your soundsystem ;)


It’s not like you’ve ever been
A part of the machine I am cogged in
How many of you really give a damn
Your pity and sympathy, it’s all a scam
It’s not a robot you care about
Pull the plug and it’s over and out
No one knows what boils inside
No one knows how hard I tried

No one knows what boils inside
And no one knows how hard I tried

Chaque jour je me trouve dans mon caveau
Au bord du désespoir, ni cris, ni clins d’oeil

Entre ces murs
Caricature de mon identité
Tout isolé
I’m a shadow of my former self
Declare me dead by the stroke of twelve

It’s not like you’ve ever seen
The void universe I’m floating in
You speak of pain while I feel none
For I am a still life and feelings are gone

Entre ces murs
Caricature de mon identité
Tout isolé
I’m a shadow of my former self
Declare me dead

Chaque jour je me trouve dans mon caveau
Au bord du désespoir, ni cris, ni clins d’oeil
Mon âme est devenue un fossile

By the living I’m eternally cursed
You fucking hypocrites, I wish you the worst
It’s not like you have ever been
A part of the machine that I’m cogged in.


Rabauw top 5:




    Carbura [be] - 15 years ago

    Cool! Maybe give the drums alittle more punch. Specialy the bass kick. Keep it up.

    kiande [be] - 15 years ago

    Djee mate, where have you hidden that talent all this time??? production could be better but the music is EXCELLENT!!! I would love to rework this one production-wise (won't touch the music ;) )

    Actually this would make an excellent track to perform live..

    DJerem [be] - 15 years ago

    superb song !!! Moby can be afraid of you in the future !!!


    cestqui [be] - 15 years ago

    very messy vocals,i'm glad ya wrote it all down,that i can follow

    i also miss a bit dynamic in the rhythme,

    negatif comments can have a uplifting effect in the quest for making good music,only if its mensioned

    now positif>>
    i like the string action(3min-),the text and rhythme changes are very good combined

    greetz,dont get it overboiled

    yenneman [be] - 15 years ago

    Again...very cool ;)

    Falcon030 [be] - 14 years ago

    nice voices and dark sounds ! drums more heavier !
    snare and basskicks ?

    greets from falcon030

    Funky [be] - 14 years ago

    Very nice track!! I would like them vocals a bit clearer, but the fx on them are cool though... Reminds me a bit of Sisters Of Mercy... Great compo! Grtz

    Erophin [be] - 14 years ago

    mmmmyeah nice one...mooore basss man and compress
    the hole thing a bit..the synths and piano are very nicely done !!!text nice too sauf l'accent quoi ^^...reminds me of "Within Temptation" i saw at dour...greetz

    kaoz [be] - 14 years ago

    great lyricz (although i don't believe your feelings are gone!!!)

    Rabauw [be] - 14 years ago

    Hehe erophin, oui mon accent, je sais... I speak French with a big Flemish accent, you're right. :)

    @kaoz: well of course not all of my feelings are gone, although... they were when I wrote the song, and they still are regarding the subject matter of this song in particular. I'm not gonna explain it in detail now, because I would have to write a whole bible here then.... :)


    MekaS [be] - 14 years ago

    Wouuuuaaw ! Rrrraaap-oooww ! You are really impressive ! Full of sensibility AND balls ! great !

    rf061992 [be] - 14 years ago

    oufti....quelle ambiance....cooool
    i like
    flamish accent is joli 4 me

    Anonymous [be] - 14 years ago


    Anonymous [be] - 14 years ago

    Whow, real good sound!
    Idd we need to see a live performance.. I've also heard that L.T. would be interested in using your songs to warmup the public ;-)

    TheThreatOfDawn [be] - 14 years ago

    i think we should make a new category for you: Electrometal!
    Sounds like stuff from Lacrimosa and others. Like it a lot!

    Distreality [be] - 14 years ago

    nice one

    your vocs remind me of ' velvet acid christ '...

    good work !!!

    PlanetsCitizens [be] - 14 years ago

    Very dark! Very "new wave"! It's direct... Have you made the text "real time" (impro)? And of course, I like it! Maybe about the mix : for my taste, the high freq are too loud regarding the bass freq. But it's just a question of taste.

    fabethefabulous [be] - 14 years ago

    pas mal j aime beaucoup

    transynth [be] - 14 years ago

    you're the man!!
    wonderful this one rocks for sure
    everything fits together
    the structure of the song is veeeery good!
    greetings ;)

    stryder [be] - 14 years ago

    i think the vocals really fuck this beautiful song up :p :p

    good music though...

    Rabauw [be] - 14 years ago

    Yeah I see your point... I can perfectly understand why some people wouldn't like the vocals.

    thanks for your honest comments, appreciated!

    dynamik [be] - 14 years ago

    i like the melodies in the song... as for the vocals, i have to follow stryders opinion.... (translate them in german and you get a sort of rammstein in an electro-new wave form or something... i don't know how to put it....) apart from that... great song...
    greets dynamik

    FabioPersonale [be] - 14 years ago

    nice track well worked out

    LEVIATHAN [be] - 14 years ago

    me i like the vocals! and the musique.

    Funky [be] - 14 years ago

    Idea, compo, melo's --> WOW! :) Really nice track! I like the different parts you've made to variate, the make the whole compo more professional imho..
    Bout the mixing, i'm not listening on my moni's right now, but I know my desktopspeakers quite well, been listening a lot of music on them, got to know them...Well...they tell me that there's indeed a noticeable difference between high & low freq's..The lows just not audible enough & the Highs a bit to much for the moment... I like to hear some more punch in the kickdrum eg...
    The vocal is certainly not bad...But (again, on my speakers) I sometimes have troubles understanding what you say...the lyrics that is.. I did the test without having the text in front of me..and it wasn't all that clear to me..It goes better if I reallly pay hard attention ofcourse :) The fx on it might have something to do with it. Or could be that my hearing is getting a day older also ;) Anyhow...I probably voted allready on this track, but gonna push that button again...just in case ;) Nice work! Grtz

    transynth [be] - 14 years ago

    still an unbelievable good track this one :))

    Rabauw [be] - 14 years ago

    Thanks everybody for your heart-warming comments!

    brandtkalk [be] - 14 years ago

    melody and rytmiks are great , your voice is miamiam! just the choice of synth is not at my tast, but it's just my tast!
    coherent work!